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Walau.... u noe wat, ma gradz sux man... i mean i got lyk 54 for skul position n 22 for klaz position. wat e f***!!!.

well i gez itz ma fault coz i din studie... evn subj dat i gt talent in, i lyk got weak A1 (mathz!!!) ma prntz was lyk disapointed in me... well i feel e same wae... (ma agg was lyk 252 durin psle so how can i gt such gradez. i onli hav 3 A1 n a lot of B3&4 n C5 n worst dat bloody higher malay of mine pulled me down coz i gotten a C6!!!!!!) e highest in ma skul was lyk havin all A1!!! incredible sia!!! diz is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now we goten our resultz, we hav to choose wat klaz we wana b. ppl xpectd me to b in 3/1 which hav 3 pure scienz, add mathz, geog n e usual subj (eng, e mathz, moder tongue n ss) but i scared i can't make it. well aniwaez i tink dat klaz is goan make me strez so i tot of 3/2 or 3/3. 3/2 hav onli 2 pure scienz (diff frm 3/1) n 3/3 hav POA but dozn't hav pure scienz. instead it hav combined physicz n chemz (dat sux!!!) so im nt sure which one to put as ma firz choice coz i lurve 3/2 coz it hav pure scienz n ALSO i lurve 3/3 coz it hav POA!!!! im CONFUSED!!!! HELP!!!

so now i hav 1 major issue to tink bout. but i still hav the minor onez lyk wat wud i bcom wifout ma frenz in ma new klaz... n my bezfren b-dae iz comin but ma oder frenz dun hav enough money to share wif me to buy a prezen...

den i wan diz beg (billabong $29 sumtin) n i wan a hair cream (which can make ma hair straight $50) n a plated skirt (arnd $30) n wana go to a chalet wif my clazmatez but dat oledi settled.... walau if onli i can work. i mean my bro can work at mcd but y cant i. my prnts dusnt alow me coz dey sae i muz concentrate on ma studyZ!!!!! wish i was independent n hav loadz of money n kool frenz n understandin prntz!!!!!! argh! well i kinda gtg... brekin ma fast soon.. (***********BYEZ***********) muakz!!!!

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hiez... todae wud b my first dae havin a blog ( nt dat i nvr had one, i did but loz e paswurd) im not sure if im gona lyk writin my whol lyf in here, but it is a start for me cuz i nvr had diarie bfer. well todae wasn dat hapenin. its quite normal u see. as usual i go to skol, sat in frnt of e lib n juz chit chat wif my frenz. quite boring (ya excpt in e klaz, me n my frenz listen to music sang by diz guy from our skol n his kiut n hav a totali nice voice. he was singin wif RAUZAN!! quite excitin u noe. rauzan is lyk so famouse ~ for e malayz ~ duh) well ystrdae, my ex azmi sound patch me. well i still lykd him but u noe, im makin dis record of not havin a bf fer 6 month. so i cant be brekin my record fer sum guys whom im nt sure stil reli lykd me. it is so (illegal) u noe.... well im sorie to brek his hart but i mean our relationship is nt reli workin well since we eva sted. we alwaez sted brek patch. it is so a cycle in my lyf!! (i can't b telin u wat reli hapen so im sumarizin evritin) well i gez dats bout ol coz my finger kinda tired. (im fastin u noe!!)

BYEZ!!! MUAKZ!!!